i feel like i ever do something good.. and i hate it.. Doareeeeee-eeeeee
useless and hopeless
i write this useless blog to clear my mind but it seems is too blurry to be cleared that easy..
you know.. i kinda hate myself fr being so selfish.. but i just can’t stand it anymore.. and neither can she… i should feel guilty but i’m not..
i thought i;m special.. or at least in some ways smarter than everybody else.. but i’m dumb..DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!
i wonder if there’s any good i bring on this planet.. i just want things but i never pay back..
fucked off.. i never do something useful